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Saturday, May 03, 2008

I-Victory

Peace. Today is Understanding which is to be able to make a connection between past, present and future as one picture. What was is and what is shall be. Sometimes when I look at my son I see that little toddler who chipped his tooth in Medina. At other times I see him making sure that everything is alright with me when I get old and grey.

Yesterday was I-Victory's Born day. He has reached the physical degree of Born and a glimpse into the man he shall become has been revealed.

As MEN, regardless to whom or what you MUST keep contact with your son(s) or daughter(s) even if you aren't in mileage with their mother anymore. THAT is your duty and no one said it would be easy.

The distance between CT and FL is great yet that boy gets on airplanes by himself and makes the haji here to live with me. I say life vs spend time because he is fully aware of the life giving bond between father and son.

I teach him hard (while playing 1001 games with him to show him the joy of life) so that when he is not in my presence we communicate on some telepathy/mind detect mind stuff. HE has kept his dietary laws. HE has kept the notion that there is no mystery God in the midst of those who would sway him. I am amazed, elated and humbled.

He is my compassion. He shows this by even having compassion for me when I become down about him not being with me 24/7. He reminds me who I am to him. I constantly miss him.

I am frustrated as I write this.

My son is the greatest thing that I have ever done in this life. The rest of my life is for him.

Happy Born Day I-Victory.

4 comments:

The Luminous One said...

Peace to the God.
Indeed you said it, "As MEN, regardless to whom or what you MUST keep contact with your son(s) or daughter(s) even if you aren't in mileage with their mother anymore. THAT is your duty and no one said it would be easy."

The same applies to women, its never easy having to share time between the other parent (especially when the other parent is a build power)....you are right, its never easy, YET we keep in mind that if its hard for us, its hard for the babies too, so the struggle and dedication is worth it in the end.

Peace.

Saladin Allah said...

Peace Lord!!

I definately can relate. I have wisdom Queens Asiyah & Aziza and their Mother moved outside of Power and I'm up here in Region 6. It's definately been an emotional rollercoaster and true lesson on how 'Faith' works. I also understand the Mind Detect Mind too! -smile-

Allah is Lord of ALL worlds.

Peace!
Saladin

Peace,
Saladin

Supreme Scientist said...

I Understand your frustration. Yet keep this in mind, Lord..

You are I-Victory and he is you. Don't allow the physical separation change the reality that there really is NO separation.

Peace,
Supreme Scientist

Supreme Scientist said...

I Understand your frustration. Yet keep this in mind, Lord..

You are I-Victory and he is you. Don't allow the physical separation change the reality that there really is NO separation.

Peace,
Supreme Scientist